I woke up with a smashing
headache and confusing thoughts. I looked around and there he was, sitting
quietly by my hospital bedside lost in thoughts. I quickly closed my eyes and
remembered all I was thinking about before my accident. I was going to sneak
out tomorrow morning to go remove the IUD before
our doctor's appointment. Wait, I don't even know how long I have been out for.
I have to check my phone at least to check the date. I opened my eyes and he
saw me. I wish I could freeze that moment. The joy in his eyes, the smile on
his face was priceless. How could I have made this man I love so much sad these
past years, waiting earnestly for a child I purposely did not give him. How
will he ever trust me again. If there is one thing I know about Ifemi, he never
tolerates lies. He stood up and gave me a very big kiss on the lips. The doctor
came in at that moment and assured us everything is fine and we can go home in
another day or two. I had been out for up to 24 hours so they had to just
monitor my progress.
Ifemi then asked the doctor what I feared most; Doc, we were
scheduled to see a gynecologist today before to have a check up and make sure
everything is fine as we have been trying to have a baby. Do you think we can
run those tests now since we are already in the hospital? The doctor said
they'll come by later to run some scans and left. There is no escape now, no
secret way to avoid being caught in this big lie. I am so scared right now. How
do I face him? The next day, I was feeling much stronger and the tests had been
done. Ifemi came into my room with the doctor; I had to force him to go home to
sleep last night. The doctor said he wanted to talk to us both about the
results of the tests they ran on me. He started by saying, Mrs Babalola, when
exactly did you fix your IUD? Ifemi said, what is IUD? I could not even look at
his face while the doctor explained to him what an IUD was and he was arguing
that of course I did not do it as we have been trying to have children. I saved
him further embarrassment and told the doctor it has been 3 years.
Ifemi looked at me and said, Ibukun what do you mean 3 years?
You fixed a contraceptive without informing me? You lied to me and made me put
in so much effort looking for a child? You seriously did that? I did not even
know what to say. The doctor then said, Mr Babalola, that is the least of your
worries, the problem now is that there has been some complications with the
IUD. This is a rare complication and we rarely see this occur but
unfortunately, we are now faced with this situation. We have found that your
IUD has shifted from its original position and has now migrated through
the opening of your right Fallopian tube. We would have to perform some
surgeries to actually get it removed and the earlier we do that the better so
as not to totally affect your chances of getting pregnant. I stared at the
doctor in disbelief, I could not even begin to comprehend what he was saying. I
have so many friends that have fixed this same IUD and nothing has ever
happened. Are you sure there is no mistake here? The doctor then tried to
explain about how this was a rare complication and all but I just was not
listening anymore. I looked at Ifemi's eyes and I could see the judgment in his
eyes. I came off my bed and held him begging but he looked at me and said, it
was your decision, fix it anyhow you like and he walked out. I just cannot
believe this is happening. The tears won't stop falling. All I wanted was to
delay pregnancy for a while, I knew I shouldn't have lied to my husband but how
was I to know I would have such a complication. I am so lost right now, I don't
even know what to do. Will Ifemi ever come back? Am I even still married? My
phone started ringing and I looked at the phone and saw it was my mother in
law. Oh God! Ifemi must have called
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